| | So I'm debating whether I should post or not. I dunno why... but it seems like I only post when I'm down. ugh. I hate it... but it's just that it makes me feel better when I let it out. And since there's no one to talk to anyways, then writting is the one way out. So yeah... i guess you noticed I said there's no one to talk to. Well, there isn't. Jose is having the time of his life in his SEA semester thing, and barely has time to talk. Plus I feel like I should let him have his fun and not bother him with my crap. My friends... well... I dunno. Some days they are like super attentive and call me like a billion times to know how I am doing and all that, and then they don't call me at all. So yeah. Maybe it's my fault I don't call either... but I don't want to be needy either. After all, I always feel like I'm forcing half of them to hang out with me. So yeah... and then well, Stupid Tmobile doesn't have unlimited minutes, so I haven't been able to talk to paty, and then Nico is also having fun up in New York so I haven't talked to him much either. Not that I have a lot of free time anyways... since I'm always running from one place to the other doing stuff. But see... this whole thing happens in days like today or yesterday. Yesterday I did ABSOLUTELY nothing. I hanged out with my parents and then went to bed at 10! 10pm!! on a saturday night. Say whatever... but that's just lame. My phone didn't ring all day. Not even once. and the only time it rang it was Jose telling me that he was at a beach house with some friends in plymouth or whatever it is, and that they where going to spend the night there, that he left his charger at home, and that therefore his phone had no battery so he had to call me form one of his friends phone. So yeah. no phone talking yesterday. and today... well I just woke up and my parents are not here. they left. probably to the beach. so im all bored. and yes, i do have a billion homeworks to do, but no, i don't feel like doing them. and then would anybody mind explaining why i get mad at the fact that my brother goes out and doenst invite me. I mean! seriously! even if he did invite me, I wouldn't even go. but it still hurts me that he doesn't even like invite me. Even if it was just out of being polite. and then I invite him everywhere anyways... ugh. i guess once again i bring it upon myself.
So yeah. on happier notes... we are going to orlando once again. right now, i don't find it THAT exiting... but I've been thinking about it for the last few days, and I know its very exiting. We get to once again go to halloween horror nights, and then chill the next day in orlando. I'll probably go on the sling shot thing with Mauri or someone else, cause jose doesn't like it... but I really want to do it. And we probably get to go to downtown disney, which is always a personal favorite... so that would be great. Also, I think we are paying a little more for the hotel this time around, so we get to stay in a suite that is pretty nice (if we end up going to that one hotel) and it's huge plus we all get to all stay in the same room. We'll have to see though how many of us are there, to see if we fit. but hopefully it will definitly be better than that hotel we stayed at last time. so that should be fun. Jose will come with us, so that is pretty cool too. he comes back on the 5th, and we'll be leaving on the 6th until the 8th. He'll be leaving again on the 12th, so the little trip shall be fun. The only downside is Jessi won't be comming, but maybe next year we can have her come.... On other things, well I'm glad at leats I have jessi to count on these days, even though she's far away and we only get in touch by mail.... But she's truly been a big help. Jess, I know you are reading this, so thanks a lot. Ypu've truly been a lot of help, and I can;t thank you enough.
School is very hectic these days, I barely have enough time to breath but hey... better this way right!? I just wish days went by faster... they seem to be slowing down more and more. Specialy on the weekends... but oh well!, I'll just keep trying to get trough the boring times, and enjoy the good ones. Next week it's nina's birthday and Michael's birthday too, so hopefully I'll get to do more stuff, and then just one more weekend, and Jose gets back, so basically 2 more weekends to survive. and when he's gone again... well, I'm hoping on taking some italian cooking classes on saturdays, so that will help a lot. When Jose is gone on the 12th, we won't get to talk at all for month and a half. so that will be a little tougher than it is now. But maybe... just maybe, after he gets back, we'll be able to meet up in St Croix in the Virgin Islands for Thanksgiving with his parents. Is not been decided yet, and I'm not sure if I'll go, but maybe. I just dunno. I just don't know if me going alone with his parents to st croix to meet up with him on thanksgiving is a good idea. but we'll see. It's still kind of far away, so I'm not worrying about it now.
I've also made some recent changes in my life. I've decided to pursue a double major in school.... so i'll be graduating one semester after I planned, but with a bachelor's in Marketing and Inter. Business. So that's that. And I will also try and move to Rome, Italy for a year after graduation. So keep me in your prayers for the best is yet to come. I am really exited about that, even though it will mean being away for jose again, and THAT, i don't like at all, but I really want to do it. I am learning and loving everything about Italian and Italy everyday more and more, so I would love to be there for a full year. But once again, it's kind of far away, so we'll see how it goes. For now, my focus is in getting trough this semester with good grades and hopefully a happier attitude, and trying to save enough money to see if I'll go to Italy for summer or buy a stupid laptop. So yeah. That's waht's going on these days. Hopefully, I'll get to update somenthing happier soon.. Thanks for reading my stuff, and try and comment for a change! =O lol. bye
Mems
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