| | I am so frustrated, it is impossible for me to put in in words. So basically, no matter what I do, or how I do it, I am always wrong, and always bad. Not one time will I be able to please anyone around me. Why? because that's the way my life is. My parents either completely hate me, or just hate me. There is no other way. And every single one of the people I know has a grudge or somenthing against me. Sorry... But I can't take ot anymore. I can;t stand the pressure of just not being enough. I am tired of just trying hard and never being enough. No matte how hard or how much I do or work for somenthing, is just never EVER enough. And I can't take ot anymore. I simply can't take it. I guess I just have to learn how to deal with it. But If anyone that reads this knows or has a guide book on how to deal with being a piece of crap, please let me know. Please. What's my solution!? I dunno. I can't try harder because it apparently doesn't work, and just letting go is not possible either because I can't let go. I am always the black sheep of the family, I am always wrong in whatever I do. I always need more patience, more strengh, more knowledge, more punctuality, more stuff that I don't have. I am never enough. I am tired of not making the cut. blah. this just sucks.
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| | Posted 8/24/2006 3:36 PM - 32 Views - 4 eProps - 2 comments
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